Honestly, in this point in my life. I am can say I am transitioning into real adulthood. It takes alot of bullshit to get you to the point where you are like. Damn, shit is changing. Fast. If you choose to take the high road and start really living. Doesn't make sense? Let me explain. You can be alive and not living life due to many reasons. Family, friends, your job, your student loans, your depression, your pain. There can be a million reasons or excuses you can use to prevent you from living life. The real horror is that we refuse to acknowledge the smallest things that really MAKE life worth living.

I feel like I have spent more time lying to myself, and running from the solutions instead of creating a new movement. I think alot of time we discouraged by the things that we are scared to take on. And alot of time you don't realize the negative entities that are keeping you complacent. I think I should stop here.

peace.

I decided to chatterbox with you all for a moment since I have been gone a majority of the year dedicating myself to a bunch of shit that didn't work out for me anyways. I decided why not dedicate myself to my own shit. SO that way when shit doesn't go the way I want, at least I know I was putting effort into myself and not anyone else. But people don't read anymore anyways so it doesn't matter. Unless I can trick you into reading by tweeting. "My pussy lips" or some other vulgar nonsense to get you to read what you never WANTED to waste 4 mins on reading anyways...Don't get me wrong I have enjoyed some of the things and various ventures but its definitely time to decide what will be done. I called myself halfway ass designing this too. Oh blah you get it. Welcome back doe