I think she is absolutely breathtaking. And being 'different' is the added accentuation.

Did you know? I'm NOT the one want to debate with?

Here we go. I am truly annoyed by people in every way. I am about to start kicking it with martians n shit. I cannot stand when PEOPLE think they are VALID enough to tell you, about you NIGGA you don't even know me. HOW you think you know me, CAUSE we have talked on the phone? Oh so now you the master of my entire mind. BEAT IT.

I hate this shit. NOTHING irkes my nerves more than people forming an opinion about you and DON'T even know you. I at least take time to dislike you for a reason. SHIT is redundant. I have opinions, I have a mind, I SAY WHAT the fuck I want. If you don't like that I am sorry. I am no longer pacifying babies or bitches. YOU need to conquer your own attitude and MOVE on. People kill me telling you what to do with YOURSELF. NIGGA i belong to me!

I will KEEP doing the best THING for me! CAUSE im me. WORRY about you. That is what keeps motherfuckers in the same position for years! IF YOU aint gonna follow the hustle. Learn what makes the person successful STFU talking shit then. I have the higher and upper power cause of my richness of mind! AND you are just a dumb fuck NOW how can you change that??



Get like me. and STFU until then.

This morning was rough. I cried a lot. I know it's hard to understand why someone who seems 'tough' is melting down as adults, I think we all get to the point where situations become clearer and everything makes sense after breaking things down in their perspective order. No-one wants to lead a life of sadness, No-one wants to finish last place. The reality is all of us aren't built to be the best. Some people are just mediocre cause they allow themselves to be. Some just can't past all of the things that make it 'hard to get over'. I know me, I cannot allow myself not to be the best. Even it takes me 30 years to be the best me. I can be satisfied. Cause I worked hard to be the best. I have been struggling to understand why I am here. What is my purpose? The more I look around the less support and love, I have from the people I put my all into. I told my 'love' I cannot help that I care, as much as I say "IMMA BE MEAN" "FUCK THE WORLD" unfortunately I don't have it in me to actually feel that way. I care about everyone. I am always being considerate. I always try to do what I can to help anyone that needs it. That is just the type of person I am. Everyone needs support even if it just mental. We all need it. It builds the person, not making you but its a big part in forming you. With high hopes I get tired of saying "Ima be optimistic!' But for what? Being optimistic is a cop out. You don't need optimism you need motivation to get you to where you wanna be. I thin k alot of times we say stuff like that with a cloud of doubt surrounding it. All my life by everyone I have been treated like the so-so family pet. I am loved.Often forgot about, Ignored, the same love i show them they do not show it back if i get hoit or bit. It's always "You'll Be Alright!" and i am being ignored all over again. I have tried to over look the fact that my family treats me this way. My entire life I have been shuffled from home to home. And people acting as if I was a pest. Just a child. With a bad parent. It seems like my entire life has been on false hopes. So what is what everyone would say. pain is still pain and its has and NAME cause it doesn't feel good. Everyone has become "Condoms" its safe to tellme or someone some corny qote or message "its ok" "everyone goes thru it" DAMN that shit. Hit me with the truth. I am tired of quotes. I NEED SOLUTION. I wish people cared about me the same WAY i extend myself out. NOW i have nothing left of me. And that is why I say I am losing touch with myself.

Please watch. Weight, Lack of Weight Misconceptions come in many different sizes and textures. If you wouldn't consider overeating, Or comfort eating a problem You could consider anorexia one as well. They are all dressed in blue. Just different sizes.