There is this guy. I am terribly smitten, butterflies, etc about. I don't trust happiness enough to be satisfied. That this could be a reality. Look what relationships, stress, dating does to the average woman. I fill my head with doubt to the point where...I'm not allowing myself to even let go of..."He could be like this, I don't think this is real..." I could go on. I made a personal promise to stop listing things. Cause it looks funny on a blog. I'm just wondering what will it take for me to let you into me withOUT any reservation or fear...
